Rollercoaster…

Day 27

Well, I haven’t written in almost a week.  I definitely have my ups and downs and after my trip home this weekend, I hit a very low point.  I started doubting our relationship, our future, his feelings for me…everything.  It’s so hard going days at a time with no communication and not letting your emotions or thoughts get the best of you.  After talking to Mrs. Sandy though, I feel much better.  Apparently this bipolar nature is normal while going through a deployment.  So I have over 11 months left to enjoy this craziness.  Lucky me!

However, I did have a great weekend with the family.  The State – GA Tech game may be the last football game that I can make it to this year, so it was great to go with Daddy, Ben, Tricia and the twins!  Speaking of, i’m so excited for them with their new bundles of joy on the way.  I’m so excited to be and Auntie again and can’t wait to start spoiling them! 🙂  I pray that everything will go smoothly from here on out and that God will truly bless their little family.  Mom and Dad’s house is amazing and so much cozier than I even thought it would be.  I feel like they have a mansion!!  haha  I can’t wait for it to be completed…it’s going to be amazing! 🙂

Tricia’s baby shower is 2 weeks from this coming Saturday!!  I can’t wait.  I hope a lot of people show up and spoil her…I think she feels bad since so many people are moved away and with the Army her friends are so spread out.  It stinks to not have everyone that you love and care about close by to spoil you and support you during times like this.  I hope Mom can go up and help after the babies are born too and I hope to go visit a few times as well so hopefully she won’t be on her own too much.  It is so sweet to see Ben so supportive and loving on her…it reminds me that relationships can be good and happy and I want that.

Well, I guess the break is over and I need to get back to work…

~MeliMel

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